Small Thought.  You shouldn't think about death because from
the beginning, you have been doomed and you had no right to interject or to interact.
Nobody asked your permission if you like to be part of this
amazing, incomprehensible, crazy, mysterious world.
Of course, when your time comes, nobody will ask
your approval if you want to stay or leave.
Whining, rebelling, worrying....will torture you without results. 
So, enjoy your daily life whatever are the circumstances. Viva